Is it so hard to ask…for its not a difficult task…for you do not know what you grasp…and the emotions that you flask…than that person gone in a flash…what you have turns in to ash…you don’t realize till its gone…asking what did u do wrong…you showed you never cared…even worst you were never there…as I tried to be ur backbone…or your second home…but you made me feel so alone…and now your alone…no more talking on the phone…and listening to my tone…for you have made a choice…and will no longer hear my voice…no shoulder to cry on…just a time bomb…that has exploded…and whats left is pieces of memories…from happiness to tragedies…as my heart is the casualty…of abnormal normality…for the opportunity…of being understanding…and loving…with a person that was promising…didn’t seem right…instead you want someone who will fuss and fight…and always stay mad…for I tried to cure you from being sad…for now I believe…being an asshole is a disease…do I want to be that sick?…and change who I am for some chick…this must be some kind of trick…or movie flick…but this movie is a true story…nice guys finish last, but do they end up lonely?
when ppl need you, you care..but when u need them there never there..that i dont understand..im searching for my heart like the tin man..just like the lion people dont have the courage to say so..people come and go..some simple minded in search for there brain like the scarecrow..as they stay simple minded..my words leave them dumbfounded..i go into a state of mind..where my rhymes give me that peace of mind..where im trapped within space and time..than i could unwind..for its how many times u get up not fall..becuz u still have ur life so u havent lost it all..for its not how big the man is..but how big the fight in the man..thats y i live with no doubts..u can knock me down..but u damn sure anit knocking me out..we will go pound for pound..waiting for the bell to ring for the next round..go all 12 rounds..waiting for the unanimous decision..to be number one in my division..but life gives me the right hook there goes my vision..than i wake up back to a world ruled by greed..where they stab u in the back to achieve..what they believe..as the honest bleed..the betrayal is freed..the gullible is force feed..in them they plant the seed..the need..to succeed..with speed..and no type of creed..overwhelmed like a stampede..materialistic things makes ppl agree..easily..people dont frequently..have the decency..or leniency..to share evenly..and equally..instead greedily..stay secretly..only care about themselves making it there..for when people need you, you care..but when u need them there never there…. written by Stesin